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GOD� whats happening to me and my life right now?� is it too much to ask for one week without drama... Why is it that you care? why is it that you cant just leave me alone, when deep down i know that nothing is gonna come from this, its torture for my heart... And� i cant afford this, i just cant.... 10 steps forward, 50 steps back� but i shouldnt expect anything more, cuz my life has always been full of drama and unwanted pain.� i cant play this game, but i know that i will... Because thats waht i do.� i have changed so damn much... But this will never leave, its pathetic and ridiculous.� i want to dissappear... Just go and hide in a corner until i know what to do, until you know waht to do.

Things have always been different between us, is that why you cant let it go?� even when you have everything? you still want more? you still need me?� what terrible thing have i dont to deserve this kind of treatment from you, from everybody?� ugh... Im blind and deaf to my surroundings, but i can read every mind like a book.� but when things like this happen, i am even blind to these games.� you call me up at 12 at night asking what i would have done if you kissed me? ha... How am i supposed to reply to that?� im not... Its all a trick... Its all a game, and i shall suffer from it shortly...

I think its time that i sleep... Even though sleep wont come... I might be able to kill myself with thoughts alone.. Ha, that would be a freakinapos; miracle

no im not suicidle... Hell, im not even upset, thats the sickning part....

these thoughts will suffocate me to death, but i know your suffering just as much, if not more, and thats the only consolation that i have, and tonight, i will cherish that, because it just might save my sanity... Maybe it will bring this smile to tears... Tears and more fears... For thats what im made of... With just a dash of rainbow to brighten me up ha ha ha, see... Im fucking demented

Goodnight, i pray i dont dream of you...

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